I'm Hungry

Right Now I Am Hungry. Yesterday I Was Hungry. I Have Been Hungry For Days On End. Since I Have Never Been On A Formal"Diet", It Never Occurred To Me That I Would Be Hungry. I Say The Worse Is First. Get On The Scale. It May Get Ugly But The Truth Is What It Is. Maybe My Thoughts Were The Pounds Would Just Jump Off My Body Once I Used The Word Diet. What Was I Thinking?
I Am 54 Years Old And I Never Considered Going On A Diet. Maybe Most Refer To It As "Watching Your Weight".
The Ugly Truth Of It Is You Are STARVING Yourself! Considering When Hunger Enters Into Your Mind Your Brain Guides You To The Refrigerator. It's Will Power That Throws You Back And Forbids You To Partake.
Food Must Be Addictive. I Can Remember The Days I smoked. When My Brain Told Me My Body Needs A Cigarette I Would Light One Up. Was It The Physical Addiction My Mind Was Craving Or Was It All Mental?
This Diet Thing. Will The Hunger Pain Always Be With Me? Will It Get Better In Time As Did My Addiction To Cigarettes? If It's A Battle That Can Be Concored Then I Must Ask Myself If This Is Worth It. Would The End Result Bring Me The Inner Happiness I Crave For?
I See It This Way. I Can Diet For Whatever Reason That Is Important To Me. Just Like It Was When I Quit Smoking. I Quit Because Of The Expense. It Wasn't Because Of All The Dangers Associated With It Or What It May Do To My Health. My Reasons For Quitting Were Important Enough For Me To Stare Down My Enemy And Rule That I Refuse To Allow This Addiction To Control My Life. I'm Not Sure I Am Ready To Say I'm On A Diet. I Can Remember All Of My Failed Attempts Of Trying To Quit Smoking. So If I Gain A Pound When I Step On The Scale On Wednesday, Does That Mean I Failed Again?
I Don't Want To Live Out The Rest Of My Life Hungry. I Want To Be Happy. I'm Not Happy When I'm Hungry.
The Bottom Line With Me And This Diet Thing Is Why I Am Doing It. I Am Dieting Because I Need To Be In Good Shape To Work In The Truck This Coming April. I Must Be Able To Get My Lard Ass In The Back Lifting Bags And Boxes Of Items That Must Be Delivered. I'm Not Getting Any Younger. It's Important To Me That I Am Healthy To Continue My Mission.
So All In All This Diet Thing Will Rule My Life Until The Day I Concor The Battle.
Stay Tuned For Further Updates To My Diet Ramblings.....