Sunday, January 16, 2011

A Sign For Billie


We(Family) Continue To Grieve Over The Loss Of Bobby. Sometimes I Envision Him Walking Through That Door At Any Moment.
I Told You In A Blog That I Got A Sign From Bobby. I Know Now That Bobby Can Hear Me Talk To Him.
When I Told Billie He Can Hear Us Talk, I Meant Her As Well. Apparently She Thinks She Needs A Sign To Confirm That He Hears Her Too.
This Has Been Heavy On Her Heart. She Reminded Me This Morning She Continues To Watch For A Sign. I Asked Her If She Held The Memory Stone Of Him. She Has Prayed For A Sign, Still No Sign.
My Sign Came To Me As That Stop Arm On The School Bus Just Moments After Asking For A Sign. I Suppose A Sign Can Be In Different Forms.
Billie Got Her Sign This Afternoon And I'm Not Sure She Recognized It Until I Brought It To Her Attention.
Billie Called Me While I Was Playing Cards At My Parents House This Afternoon. She Wanted Me To Stop And Pick Up My Grandson Blake On My Way Home. So I Did, And Blake Is Here. Billie Came In And Told Me Blake Is Being Rotten. I Asked Her To Explain.
She Told Me He Is Being Ornery. Just Like Bobby Did All The Time.
I Just Stared At Her. I Looked At Her And Told Her I Believe That Sign Was Just Delivered. Bobby Can Be Seen Through His Son. When She Seeks Comfort For The Emptiness She Feels For Bobby, She Can Find It By Looking Into The Eyes Of Blake. Bobby Can Be Seen In His Other Creations, In That Of Brittney, Brooklyn And Brianna. He Lives On In The Children He Loved.

Billie's Plea For A Sign Bothered Me Most Of The Afternoon. I Wanted Peace For Her. The Devastating Loss We Both Share Can Only Find Peace In Knowing He Is With Us Always. Blake's Playfulness Brought The Bobby Out Of Him.
If Billie Wants To Feel Close To Bobby, She Will Find Him In All His Children.

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