Friday, December 3, 2010

Gonna Gump It


As A Child Growing Up I Found Myself Starved For Adventure. I Was Seeking A Part Of Life On The Other Side Of The Rainbow. I Always Wanted To Know What Was There.
I Ran Away As A Young Child Because I Craved Adventure. It Wasn't Because I Was Unhappy With My Family.
There Have Been Days When I Would Day Dream Of Jumping On A Freight Train And Ride It For Miles. Wherever It Took Me Would Be Where I Ended Up.
I Have Reached A Moment In My Life Where I Want To Know What Life Is Like In Other Places. It Feels Like I Have Been Smothering Myself Not Knowing What Life Has To Offer Me. I Only Know What Life I Have Lived For The Past 55 Years. I'm Not So Sure I Want To Continue Down The Same Path.
What I Do Know Is I Intend To Make Some Changes In My Life. Every Day I Can Read It In The Newspaper Or Watch On Television Where People My Age Have Passed On And Maybe I Will Read About 3-4 Inch Obituary Of A Full Life Of Events Or Happenings. On The Flip Side You Have A Middle Aged Man Who Has Years Of Accomplishments And Are Living Life To The Fullest. Well Educated, Wealthy And Socially Accepted Pillar Of The Community.(WWYD)
I'm Lost And I Need To Find Myself. I Have Given This Much Thought And Have Come To A Decision. I Have Reached That Fork In The Road. This Fork Offers Me An Opportunity To Take A Different Road.
I Intend In The Beginning Of The New Year To Begin Walking. I Will Walk Until I Quit Walking. Maybe Someday I Will Find What I Have Been Searching For. If Not, I Will Be Able To Say I Took That Step. Sometimes People Fear The Unknown. Not Me.
With Not A Care In The World I Will Walk. Life Will Take Me Where I Am Suppose To Be. At This Point In Time I Have No Idea Where That Is.
I Promises At Least One More Blog Before I Walk. Don't Be Sad For Me. This Is A Time For You To Be Happy That I Have Found The Courage To Find Myself.
Some People Ignore Their Urge To Find Their Self Worth. I'm Content. Excitement For My Journey.

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